FOrCeD iN TuNeS

It seems during the day

that I'm a spy reincarnated

Into a very strange love affair between a dream and a girl

It's seems during the night

that I can't even close my eyes

I gotta tell you about my sweet living nightmare I fall in love with, every night

kudos to ghinzu.. kudos to them indeed

How come?How wrong?

From a demon to a good son

How long?Is there a way that I can hide, from the man that carries hell?

From the last narcotic motel

I think about the dirt I think about our smiles I think about the lies I think about our suicide looking in my heart, well I’m afraid Laying in the dawn, laying till to die, well I’m afraid....

4 in the morning, piano tunes...hills n Broken Hearted Hoover Fixer Sucker Guys

Lazarus n kisses another chapter

It's horrid to see you again

Now that you're back from the dead

It's horrid to see you again

So bored of being you

It's horrid to see you again

Now that you're back from the dead

It's horrid to see you again

So bored of being.... alive, alive, alive

years and another count begins

twenty years, four seven two three nine eight five, i gotta breathe to stay aliveand one four two nine seven eight, feelis like I'm gonna suffocatefourtenn sixteen twenty-two, this skin that turns to blister blue

titina cheering me up.. another laugh gone..

beat goes dead

TaKe A bOw!

pa todos los politicos.. outthere

Corrupt
You corrupt
Bring corruption to all that you touch
Hold
You'll behold
And beholden for all that you've done
And spell
Cast a spell
Cast a spell on the country you run
And risk
You will risk
You will risk all their lives and their souls
And burn
You will burn
You will burn in hell
yeah You'll burn in hell
You'll burn in hell
Yeah you'll burn in hell for your sins
And our freedom's consuming itself
What we become is contrary to what we want
Take a bow
Death
You bring death
And destruction to all that you touch
Pay
You must pay
You must pay for your crimes against the earth
Hex
Feed the hex
Feed the hex on the country you love
Yeah and beg
You will beg
You will beg for their lives and their souls
Yeah and burn
You will burn
You will burn in hell
yeah You'll burn in hell
You'll burn in hell
yeah You'll burn in hell
You'll burn in hell
Yeah you will burn for all your sins

Olympics.. once more with out feeling?

The inauguration ceremony of the 29th Olympic Games Beijing 2008 kicked off at 8:08 in the morning, August 8, China showed to the world how big they are when it comes to organization, perfection in every move. creativity exposed like never before.. huge installations and amazing music.. every single piece was more than perfect. it gave me shivers.. of happines i felt in love with the world. and with China's culture.. i should explore more about it coz i am really close to them.
in the other hand...
World's messed up again... Russia and Georgia are in conflict.. sux.. we dont want more wars.. and i think (not sure) its coz of oil... that for news
SO there for the worlds lights and shadows they always get to me... and somehow i feel useless. so small-.. like always there's nothing i can do.

mixed chalk dust

talking things over and over again, it almost feels like dead roaddont think we are ok... just beacuse I'm here.movin backwards no need to rewind and somehow the wind still pushes the rain towards my eyes. suddenly i feel still covered with tunes gazing thru it all..and then a deep sound but no crash no ground no nothing.tear drops here, since you got no choiceu'll hear them , own this requiem u jerk, breakfast junk and another verse...memories and sentimental guilt not another lip... bite it not quite surprising, even i dont need stupid drugs.so im just lyin on the floor, hoping that today will be back at noon, so i can finally have that rendez-vous i hope u can meet the one u buried before... and no harm no harm... maybe a broken arm and what about that rib... floatin nearby so many thoughts aiming at my mind.. thinking to my self what if everybody looked the same?I wish it was you the one i watch sleep n not that silly cube...entropy all over just like that just like that...is it enough water there? coz i cant longer breathe.. walking shades and another ghost near the bridge.where did he go where did he go?cults and vans and another piece of ground still tearing apart from where it came and i hear and i hear... another squill thunderbird and its freedom no salt no hand no more.is this the end? where will all this lack of peace lead a maniac like me now? another room and there... once more no doors or windows no way out no way outanother atheist dying with the song beating like her heart no more independence and suddenly a string.. pealing from its place how peachy this can be?where's ur quill?whispers on that book trapped like chains you are chains arent you. dueling between and what else can i say. no more words and yellow thoughts how long can i do this for? i am not afraid of death, sometimes i feel its pointless.. this life and all the things we own and how they end up owning us instead. i gues this whole note has no point and no meaning at all . just read the title.distorted winter again, it all feels so odd but now makes perfect sense since im odd myself. more chalk more chalkand somehow i cant I can't get it rightGet it rightSince I met you...............

Making minds up (fb)

so here i amback again..picked a lil wisdom i guessseeing things with another kind of eyesstill brown thoand now i can stare at lights with more placeri can stop and listen to the wind if i want toand now i just wonderwhat is time?and life after all?but to allor just me?and then again i breakLeaves on the ground and suddenly i crashedit hurtsmy hands are still shakingand thats not a nice feelingnot from this viewnot anymore.n now i wonder...how weird is just to wonder... and keep wondering.what if time stucks ther for you and me?what if... when i say i am thinking of u... u actually have an answer...my mind feels corrupted and urs is so far awayi canti wish i could reach.. u feel ur bones.. n soft foot.and ur hair and all...jokes and songs..i actually feel that i need to share them with uand sometimes... u feel so close..some othersnot so muchnonsense? i never heard it...ur voice sounds distant now...elevators.and more bleached hair.and me... another me.. another touch another hand and still..feel like ur citizen erased.

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so.. soon bua traer algunaz cosillas cool de otro
ladito
esperen ok?
xx

Back From The CITY OF DELUSION

its been quite a long time since my last post here
sorry bout that..
i was not busy.. i cant lie..
just lack of inspiration and some energy thats all.
no diamonds in the sky but smoke not complaining i loved the city and all of its fancy places.. i really did and i dig their ways and all that.
as for me.. another year another band.. this time MUSE hit the stage.. i've waited for so long...eager for Matt's red guitar... Dom's Green pants... even chris and his suits... amazing.. sound and amazing songs.. just an amazing band... words cant explain how i feel about them. words just get in the way.
You'll not restSettle for lessUntil you guzzleAnd squander what's leftDo not denyYet you live and let die ....
and once again a crazy trip a fancy hotel and loads of hamburguers.. and cold windy weather... reasons justified, i absofuckinglutely loved muse live.. and begged for this not to be the 1st and last time i see them live.

i keep finding starlights on the road.... and some how my fears wont just go... but become a number of rocks... stucked over the borderline of that little mountain.
knights and more fights. but still some of us wont remain close to them. real followers. wont just appear for a meeting. screaming and roaring for more another trend.
The time has come to make things rightYou and I must fight for our rightsYou and I must fight to survive....and if i shall fall!!!!.... pick me up so i can move along.
drums and white ballons.... heart beats and some smoke.... i felt alive after a dusty while.

no harm whatsoever... im still here same amelie same old thoughts and wishing that 26 was not only a day but a whole Century.
LONG LIFE MUSE!