you got no right!

hey.

so things are moving here this world, heath ledger died... and that was sad. last week was boring and all i do is wait , this redundance is driving me mad so i´ll just move. i cant stand still not now. i have to do something i cant be stucked here. no feelings seem to appear whatsoever is this constant imagination turning me into some kind of zombie? have i lost it already? i mean. im upset all the fucking time and thats not normal, noone has that right.. you know .. to keep the pain in here... you know.. my CROWN! whats with me. i need a pill. just one. haha.. psyco typing(again) it probably happens more often than it should so i migth take that shrink appointment more seriously.

in other things its raining like crazy, it was nice but not anymore. i was about to watch a stupid video there at you tube.. "obdece a la morsa" i believe its called... nope didnt do it afterwards.. looks creepy.

so i havent been listening to music lately. just movies. and thats good i guess.

so about this Goddes bunny, i was just reading something about this person (Jhonnie Baima) also know as sandy crisp,is an actor mostly know in the underground travesti area.he suffered child molestation, and a had a tough,life over the years due to that polio illness and his condition got worst and never let him grow properly, even afterthat he did his best and thats shown on the documentary from 1998, so its not a satan conspiracy its a not a travesti or drag queens stuff made, its just an asshole who has too much time in his hands and wants to provoque wrong emotions on youtube addepts. pay no attention to that. and stop your internal perv just there.

carnival is here.. little bastards throwin water balloons.. that blows. im trying my best to scape from them, i hate that. im also wondering is friendship a relative thing? i mean does the word even fullfill itself? i've been feeling weird and anoyinh lately coz some attitudes from both sides are kinda redundant and its me the one that pusshes them away, gosh... lets hope i can fix it, so i dont become a loner.
and fantasy overwealms me once more. i care not for loser i can still recall that painfull thought and i cant take it away. it seems to be stucked here in this moment and i cant get out of it.
affordable teeth and mixed white and red contusions
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hola..
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im screamin coz i feel like it and my back aches... damn.

well a new thingy here

y veremos q onda no? i mean a new blog a new challenge
hand me that stella 1st!
xxx