Only through destroying myself can I discover the greater power of my spirit.scorecenter

Drooling creativity for the last couple of days, I realized I wrecked my self into small pieces, so small that a single word seems vicious, rare and self-conscious, then I ran my fingers thru what I thought was your hair, woke up, not a pleasant way to get up actually, but still I moved, then when I looked into that window I heard the dust heavy and unsure, but I kept going only to find a piece of Lego piercing my ankle and that pain didn’t bother me, I went for some juice, to find out just another hint, God actually falls asleep on the job, drank water instead.

Tried my best to breathe properly, you know like in tele adds, that calms me down.

Gasp.

And another one


I’m not alone but it feels like I was, I’m not scared so don’t put feelings in my mouth

Choke Rant? I need my books

INDIEpendencia

So what's with this flu paranoia anyway? is it me or we r just over excited about a new global pandemonium!? haha well oh well.. maybe just a redflag, u know how the media likes to spit information like llamas! but just to prevent and no regret here's a list of sympts:
Swine flu symptoms are similar to those produced by ordinary seasonal flu - fever, cough, sore throat, body aches, chills and fatigue If you have flu symptoms and recently visited affected areas of Mexico, you should seek medical advice If you suspect you are infected, you should stay at home and take advice by telephone initially, in order to minimise the risk of infection so is this a desperate attempt of us for attention? is this moving forward or just regression? another brick on the wall we all build, a different move and another kind of mutation? maybe a new monkey's arrival or just a stage. a huge part of me wants to follow the leader and also predict the definite end of us all. and another one, the red one... it's just tired of my mind being spread like peanuts all over the floor, doing nothing, fixing nothing. sometimes i wonder if im losing it or if i already found it and i just deny its freedom. predicting complete mental illness i'll try to move backwards and rely on what i once believed was healing ________________ (fill in the blank) i'll keep drawing with the remains i have left.. hope the peanuts can somehow be organized inside this head of mine.